I don't know in any other words as how to say that.
Lets just say that I imagined of a war movie in my head that's ben buildin up in more than 10 years now. In a very very VERY short description, it's about the nex -gen third world war. world divides to a two sided opposition with two leaders, practically their twin brothers. Coincedence? Not really.
Reason of war? Overpopulation. One sees solution in killing the weak, the other one refuses not to. Who is the hero here? cold blooded guy with a dictator style, overpowered against the smaller poor resistance. The leader of the resistance....His goal is to become THE resistance! turning any of his man to a fight for freedom soldier. That's at least his wish. But what IS the goal here? He's just making his brother a favor, geeting his own men killed without of any solution to how to deal with the ovepopulation....
We are both evil. But I joined the evil to destroy it from inside....to bring the lost cure...cure from Lucifer
So like I said, a really incredibly tiny preview of MY MIND! 1/1000 of everything from the whole plot
If you would gain full access, you could see all the movie scenes...all the most unbealivable epicly cutscenes you can imagine. Sadness and depression, combined with determination, will to fight, stand to die, making hell our new home, f***ing Satan and J in the ass!
if anyone would like to see all of this in a text version, just say it. I might go for a length world breaking number here. But of course not doing it anytime soon. Not sure if even this year....